Been hungrier today than I have been for a LOOOONG time. The fantasies are still there. But even raisin bread, or some mysterious dish thrown together by my wife... they all appeal to me. It's my brain working overtime for food, not my stomach.
Spiritually... I'm still a little mixed up. Not sure what this is all leading towards. Still praying. Still being hindered by the enemy, mostly through work. Stress and work and circumstances... they all come together to make my life more complicated than it needs to be. The wife is leaving tomorrow for the Ladies Retreat, I have the 3 kids to myself
I was tempted to eat something... but if I've gone 16, I can go 20. And if I can get halfway there... I can finish this up. One day, at a time.
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