Woke up sick. Feeling sicker as I write this. I am consolidated with the thought that it's now less than two weeks until I can eat. I'm not used to wanting food this badly. And I don't like to think it, but it may be affecting my health a bit more than I'd like. I'm not getting the nutrition that I want or need.
Today someone posted something on Facebook about the Giants beating the Braves in the playoffs... and it turned into a Biblical dispute about the antediluvian giants in Genesis 6. Maybe "dispute" is a strong word, but I was in the thick of it anyway. I wonder if my posts will last until the morning, but I was extremely civil, but I also dug pretty far into scripture, and a lot of what I read inspired me. Made me do a lot of thinking about the powers that resist God, and how easy it is to fall away from God. That's one thing that happened to me.
Suddenly, I have an extreme craving for ravioli and bread. Oh well.
Yes, I have not been nearly as close to God as I should be. I haven't been praying, or studying, or reading my Bible like I should be. Of this I am ashamed. And it's time that this changes. I love the word, I love to learn about it, dig into it, and let God reveal things to me. And this is another change in me that is happening. One of many that are needed.
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