Sunday, could be better, could be worse.
My "Fast" isn't going so well. I ate soup today, which in itself, isn't wrong. Even if this turned into a "soup only" fast, do I think that it won't do any good? I don't know. I hope so. If not even giving a glass of cold water will "lose it's reward", then how could fasting from anything that I WANT for 40 days not be good? I don't want soup. I want chicken. I want mashed potatoes. I was constantly being offered food today by someone or another. I just ate soup. We have a vast amount of delectable dishes in the kitchen... I just ate soup.
I didn't drum today, instead I praise sang. And I had to keep a water bottle with me, because my mouth is CONSTANTLY getting dried out, to where it's hard to sing and maybe even talk without slurring. Tomorrow is Monday... meeting day... so I'm thinking I'll have plenty of opportunities to drink some water.
This is a very busy week too. I'm hoping I can last. First thing's first though... Sunday is over with. Now for Monday. The fast is half over, the easier half is through. Moving on...
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